First of all…
Today is the start of the most wonderful month  of the school year: May.
Summer is almost already here.
I am  beyond ready for this.
One more year of hard work down.
Pretty  proud of myself… can’t lie.
This year has been my biggest struggle so  far.
Not only in school… but pretty much every aspect.
But check  me out, I still have a positive attitude 8)
I decided no matter what has happened in the past, it can never be  erased.
I can never undo what has been done.
I will never forget.
But  the funny thing is that I don’t want to.
Maybe you never get over  some things
But rather you’re just forced to move on
Even if the  thoughts are burned in the back of your mind.
I feel like I  should have more hate.
I feel like I’m too forgiving
Even I don’t  understand why.
But no matter what, I care.
Nothing will ever stop  me.
You can do no wrong in my eyes
Maybe that makes me  crazy
and naive.
Whatever it makes me,
thats who I am.
And  I’m not going to change to fit your mold.
I’ll do things my way.
Even  if sometimes it ends up hurting me.
Note to self:
I’d rather  experience and feel things than be numb.
This post was inspired  by the song Hearing Damage by Thom Yorke
 
 
 
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