Busy busy busy

Ahhh I haven't wrote on here in a couple days
I've been such a busy lady!!
Tomorrow is the last day of classes
Then I have 2 finals on Tuesday and Wednesday
Then BAM, it's summertime :)

I guess I'm posting this just to remind myself something:
I'm not ready to fall for anyone.
I'm not ready.
That would ruin everything.
It's okay to be alone right now :)
YOU NEED IT.
Cuddling with a pillow is sufficient enough for the time being =p

Okay, now that that is over with...

Ummmm what else?

My plans once school is over:
-start seeing a therapist
-read Eclipse
-live in the moment
-make smart choices with positive impacts

I'm sure this list will get much longer...
but here's to beginnings!

Okay, I don't even remember deciding to write this...
I need sleeps now :)

<3 I've never felt so free <3

Ellie Goulding - Guns And Horses

Even though I don't really enjoy any of her other songs, I REALLY like this one. It grew on me. When I listen to it, nothing really comes to mind... I just like to sing it and I want to dance the way Ellie Goulding does during the chorus :) She's so adorable at 2:12!!

About to go take my first final... have I mentioned how excited I am for school to be over?! ;)

Beautiful days

Today is Mother's Day!
It's gorgeous outside
I get to spend time with my family
which is always full of good laughs :)
Oh... and there's a Twins game on this afternoon too!

Maybe my life is different.
So different that I don't know what to expect
But that makes me happy
Life is boring when you know what's going to happen next week
and the week after that
and on and on.
Unpredictable life is fun.

I've been keeping busy and enjoying myself
I wish I could laugh forever
That's the best feeling :)
Ahhh and it's almost summer!!
I want to have picnics
and sunny days where I lay outside in the grass and watch the clouds

Enjoy the simple things
Be thankful for what you have
Don't focus on the bad.
I want to be more of a glass half full kind of person :)

The perfect medicine

On a rainy day, laughter with the people who will always be there for you is the perfect medicine

If I spent time with you today, I really appreciate your existence and thanks for making me smile :)

P.S. rain go away!! I have 4 more days off and I would enjoy to spend some time outside in the sun

Not going to lie... I'm REALLY excited for cosmic bingo tomorrow!

Family

I just wanted to mention something
considering it's almost mothers day

I don't know where the fuck I would be in this world without my mom.
I need to stop being such a downer and realize
I have a hero.
I have someone to look up to every single day
Someone who will never abandon me.
It scares the fuck out of me to think about losing her.
It's one of those things I just can't wrap my mind around
Imagining my life without her in it is my biggest fear.
I'm so happy her health is doing better for the time being.
I wish I could just have a healthy mom.
If you have that, never take it for advantage.
My biggest wish is that one day she will be able to live normally.
She deserves that much.

I wouldn't be Casey without my entire family.
No matter what, they'll always be here for me.
I need to acknowledge that more and appreciate them for that.
I love them to the moon and back.

I'd also like to take a second and hope that Theresa's friend Amie, who's in the hospital, is doing okay <3

My heart is pounding

After all this time
how can you still have this effect on me?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK