Life

Holy shit.
I haven't wrote on here since June.
I don't even remember what happened in June...

But, as fast as my summer went by
It also feels like every day has been a year, especially recently
I feel like a different person every. single. day.

In the beginning of summer
everything was constant.
I had the same outlook for months.
And then this...

It's like being on a rollercoaster
But I finally decided to get off.
Just because something makes you happy sometimes
Doesn't mean it's worth it in the end.
It's almost like I was faking myself out.
But I knew I was setting myself up to fail.

Once again, I'm still learning.
I always, for some reason, expect that I'm finished learning
but then again and again I'm proven wrong.

Now I'm sitting here wondering what's in store for me
What's next?
Bring it on, I'm ready.